I’ve  found myself in a very love­ly, very priv­i­leged, and deeply uncom­fort­able space.  I’ve seen three pre­vi­ous Red Scare The­atre Com­pa­ny shows, and I’ve gen­uine­ly loved them all.  I will have to enlist one of my ‘Ista com­rades to review their shows in future, to pre­clude claims of bias and shame­less fan­girling.

Each of those shows has been direct­ed by Cas­san­dra Tse.  She’s a pow­er­house, and I think a real asset to Welling­ton the­atre.  Tse has a del­i­cate hand as a direc­tor; great com­ic tim­ing, a good sense of the dra­mat­ic, but more impor­tant­ly, a deep empa­thy for both her char­ac­ters and the actors play­ing them.  These days, that’s rare and pre­cious.  But, that makes her a tru­ly great direc­tor.

I was real­ly excit­ed to see Tse in a one-woman show, actu­al­ly per­form­ing.  I imag­ine it helped that her Red Scare part­ner James Cain was direct­ing, and I can’t imag­ine any­one would under­stand her vision for the show, and how to sup­port it, bet­ter than him.

Fur­ther dis­claimer — I know Katie Mor­ton, the music direc­tor, and I actu­al­ly own their albums.  Katie is, and I can­not stress this enough, a genius.  They were a bril­liant choice to arrange and orches­trate the music.

About the show.  Cas­san­dra Tse fol­lows the time-hon­oured for­mu­la of mono­logue-music-mono­logue, with her only prop a large play­book.    Tse speaks of the musi­cal the­atre back­drop of her child­hood, and wry­ly notes that she was a bit of a pre­co­cious show­boat.  She describes her need to show­case female and non-bina­ry writ­ers, who are not well-rep­re­sent­ed in musi­cal the­atre, and often only find a plat­form to write and direct once they’ve estab­lished them­selves as per­form­ers first.   Their shows aren’t well-known, and Tse admits that some of the num­bers were new to her when she start­ed research­ing.

Oh yes, she researched like a mofo, and the mini-bios she gave us for the var­i­ous women and enby writ­ers and shows she chose to shoi­w­case were inter­est­ing and deliv­ered with great affec­tion and respect.

The sound was a bit shon­ky to start, with Ellie Stew­art’s back­ing vocals and vio­lin mixed too loud, and per­haps a bit too much reverb on both mics.  It came right pret­ty briskly, though, and the sound and light­ing respond­ed intu­itive­ly to the tenor of each anec­dote and song.  Tse looked incred­i­ble, in a deep green off-the-shoul­der dress.  Fin­ger waved hair, red lips.  She was every bit a head­lin­er and when she talked about singing in New York, I could eas­i­ly imag­ine it.  She was cen­tre-stage on a lit­tle ris­er, with her band of four excel­lent musi­cians in a semi-cir­cle around her.  The lights were speak-easy moody, with occa­sion­al night­club flash.

I did­n’t know the shows, and I did­n’t know the writ­ers.  And I was NOT expect­ing Cas­san­dra Tse to have a belt.  (That’s on me.)   Her voice was bloody mar­vel­lous, a rich and force­ful con­tral­to with loungey swing when the song need­ed it.  She was less pow­er­ful in the upper reg­is­ter but that gave those moments a sweet fragili­ty.  Her accent was for the most part, Amer­i­can, but as she said, musi­cal the­atre tra­di­tion is to adopt the accent of the show’s set­ting.  The songs were var­ied and love­ly; songs by women about wom­en’s expe­ri­ences.   I came home inspired to lis­ten to Hadestown, Fun Home, and Wait­ress, and I’m grate­ful for the intro­duc­tion to those incred­i­ble shows.

There were a cou­ple of weak­er num­bers, but that’s a mat­ter of per­son­al taste.  Oth­er peo­ple might find them won­der­ful.  And every num­ber was per­formed with emo­tion­al sen­si­tiv­i­ty and integri­ty — Tse shrugged effort­less­ly into each song’s nar­ra­tor one after anoth­er, rather than just singing as her­self.  But there was a lit­tle of her in each one, too, as she has clear­ly con­nect­ed deeply with each num­ber she’s cho­sen.

The final song (apart from a well-earned encore) was one Cas­san­dra Tse wrote, espe­cial­ly for the show.  It was a grat­i­tude, and an encour­age­ment, and a trib­ute to all the women who write but hide it away, because life is busy and it’s “just a hob­by”.   And this show in its entire­ty is a love let­ter to women who decid­ed that they deserved to stop hid­ing and let their writ­ing out into the world.   It was engag­ing through­out and I wept on more than one occa­sion.  Thank God the lights were dimmed.

This was sup­posed to be the devel­op­ment sea­son for That’s All She Wrote.  How­ev­er we live in uncer­tain times, and the rest of the per­for­mances have been can­celled due to the Covid-19 lev­el change.  Red Scare are look­ing into dig­i­tal options, but that rais­es poten­tial issues in terms of licenc­ing for the songs.  I wish them all the luck, and hope the show can go on, albeit at a lat­er date.  It’s real­ly good, guys.